As we go into the new year I will try and be everything you would want me to be.
I will feel immense sadness and loneliness,but I hope to gain some of your strength.
Losing you and my ma has changed me so much.
I don't want the things I used to want and I don't want false people in my life.
I think of you every day and how strong you were.
I hope you are happy
Love u.