tonight i have cried a river,i love and miss you,i am angry,why have you been taken. i cant stand this pain,you are beautiful special real my big sister and boy oh boy you were entitled to say you filled that role impeccably you were the big sister out of all of us you spoke the truth you weren't afraid to offend if the truth had to be told . I can,t stand not having you in my life.it is so so hard. netta i love you please come to me. you always told me you would